1. |
Intro
01:28
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2. |
Take Me Home
05:13
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So now
This is how I spend my time.
Head hanging down,
I'm not okay,
But I promise that I'm fine.
I know this is how it goes
For a while.
Take time
To be on your own.
It's alright
To be alone.
It's a quick fight,
A passing feeling you've known all your life.
Take me home,
I'd rather be alone.
You get what you want,
But not what you need.
Is what you want
What you really need?
So now I have to act like I've never known you,
And that we never took those drives in your car.
It's really hard when everybody disowns you,
I don't know what I'm worth
'Cause you don't know who you are.
It's not right.
So I stare up at the ceiling around me,
Waiting for a warm embrace to take me away.
The familiar face that drowns me,
And likes to put me back in my place.
It's not right
'Cause I'm up all night
And down every day.
Take me home,
I'd rather be alone.
You get what you want,
But not what you need.
Is what you want
What you really need?
You made my love die.
I had true love and you made it die.
Hello depression my old friend.
It's nice to see you once again.
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3. |
These Days
05:00
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Light
Shining through a curtain.
Cloudy skies with chances of rain.
Life
Life is so uncertain.
Sigh and close your eyes through the change.
Time
Time is moving slowly.
Floating towards the afternoon.
Thoughts
Run deeper than they're supposed to be
When contemplate's the only thing you can do
These days.
These days were made for nothing at all.
And now
Everybody's talking.
You're on the outside looking in.
It's hard,
This happens way too often,
But you're used to being a ghost of a friend.
Take a walk
Into the nighttime.
Feel the wind caress the leaves and your heart.
Know/No
There'll never be a right time.
This is just the way things have been and are
These days.
These days were made for nothing at all.
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4. |
Hidden Track
00:07
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5. |
Dream In Blue
03:46
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Saw you from the back of the room
I told myself I'd talk to you
But you are very much like the moon:
So beautiful, and gone too soon.
The stars are hiding my heart,
Can't see me way up there.
I know we're worlds apart,
But don't leave me.
Winter came and then it was dark,
I'd fall into an ocean of my dreams
Where I'd play it real smart.
I'd smile and you would fall for me.
But dreams are not real life,
And in reality
You hardly know what I look like.
Why can't you see me?
And though I feel real small,
I think that I could be
The one who has it all,
Take my hand, darling.
The year is gone and now we're in June.
I wish that I had spoken.
This summer I'll be dreaming in blue,
Across a daydream ocean.
Dream in blue.
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6. |
Interlude
03:15
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7. |
Apathy
03:36
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Apathy
Seduced all my friends.
Leaving me
Alone once again.
Apathy's my friend.
I felt fine for the first time
Today
You called.
But I know I've got to be
Honest with myself
Before I love.
Apathy
Seduced all my friends.
Leaving me
Alone once again.
Apathy's my friend.
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8. |
Knuckle Sandwich
03:22
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Sleep in the snow
Lay to rest
All the things I wish I never had to know.
There's trouble inside this home.
I think I'll lay and freeze
These feeble, aching bones.
Soon you'll all be off to bed,
And I'll be dreaming here, instead.
Staring at the stars, and their falling friends.
I wish that I could be like them,
Beautiful until the end.
Say goodbye and kiss me before I go.
Before I go.
I hope you rest easy tonight,
Safe beside the candlelight.
Don't forget to put it out before you close your eyes.
Knuckle sandwich, cherry pie.
When I'm with you, I want to die.
And when I am alone, I feel the same way, too.
When you find me after dark,
A body lying in the park,
You'll probably say you'll miss me,
I'll miss you too.
I hope I left a beautiful impression.
I made a pretty angel in the snow.
I think I make a pretty angel.
A really, very pretty angel.
An angel in the snow.
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9. |
Lydia
08:36
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Seems I've already fucked things before they could start.
The fault is mine alone, I broke my own heart.
Find me later, find me now.
I moved too quickly, but you move me like wow.
Someday soon I'm leaving this place, I'll go.
I don't have much longer here.
It might not be the right time, I know.
But there's something about you, I can't keep away.
Know this much is true, I die by your name.
Don't overthink it
Don't worry today.
You said "you're so cool"
Oh, foxy lady,
You're divine.
A punch to the gut, I'm in fisticuffs with myself.
My shirt and my brain, my heart are all stained
With a kiss that I won't soon forget.
From you.
Draw the last breath from my lips and bring sweet release.
The weight of your frame against mine will bring me peace.
And if you want it, darling it's yours.
You can have it, I won't push no more.
Wishing I could make this mine,
Just exist with me.
I'll trace your spine,
You're nobody's lady.
You're divine.
I'd like to give you a flower.
Oh you.
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10. |
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Gone
She's gone.
With the cotton candy dreams in her eyes,
Weavin' cotton candy seams in her lies,
It's my demise, it ain't no surprise.
Wrong.
I was so wrong
To think that every little thing was alright,
When in the back of my mind,
I knew,
I know.
Times are changing, rearranging
The memories inside my head.
I see it now,
I see you now.
Heaven help me,
Don't you let me down.
I see it now,
I see you now.
Don't you care about me, now?
Floating.
I'm floating,
In a space-time continuum,
Observing from above every one of 'em,
I'm just invisible, and
It's been so long since I've seen your face.
How you been?
How you doin?
Do you still look the same?
We're both changing, life is strange and
The person that you used to be
Only exists in my memory
But I still miss you,
Even after what you did to me.
I see it now,
I see you now.
Don't you care about me, now?
See me fly above all the empty people.
I still can't make a sound.
I'm a ghost to them -- I have always been
Sitting on a cloud.
Though I know that I'm of no concern,
And that you don't really care,
I'll sail the world inside my dreams.
Maybe I'll see you there.
Times are changing, rearranging.
Heaven help me, don't you let me down.
I see it now,
I see you now.
Don't you care about me, now?
Don't you worry about me, now.
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11. |
A Thought (Whispered)
03:05
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Went for a walk
Alone with my thoughts
I didn't understand
Why
Now I've got no home
'Cause you'd rather be alone
As I try to understand
Your side
If you get a feeling that you miss me,
Do me a favour and let me know.
I know time heals,
But time moves so slow.
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